Ocean - John Butler

Graduation

The thing is, I'm not sure how to live without school. I'm not really sure what I thought I was supposed to be getting out of it, but at the moment I kind of feel like I just woke up in the wrong bed. And I have to drive half an hour in the dawn sunlight just to arrive back at my front doorstep. Not exactly unpleasant, but rather lonely, with just the voices of strangers riding in my dashboard and the splattered cicada on my windshield. Because the funny thing is I knew what I wanted the whole way through, but somehow I've still come up to the surface with nothing but sand.

Music I'm into right now

Can't stop listening to this

Love the title of this song

Basically the theme song to my college decision process

Best Album (seriously *buy every song): Alt-J (∆) - An Awesome Wave

• "Something Good" - makes me want to tearfully text old flings, in a good way
• "Breezeblocks" - trippy, toy-piano dance party
• "Tessallete"- can't even explain, mind blown. 

*yes I said buy, not download illegally from Frostwire

Happy Mother's Day!!

Okay, so it's Sunday. The day before my second to last high school exam ever, in bio, which means that it actually makes no difference what score I get unless I suddenly decide to go pre-med (a topic I can discuss some other time). The question, therefore, is whether or not I study. Of course the answer is yes (shouts of "NERDDD" echo through the empty-besides-me-and-the-dogs kitchen... or maybe thats just the hum of the fridge, sometimes I can't tell). But what else will this lazy nerd do today? It's 9am and I have a whole day, Mother's day, in front of me! Well, as you can see, it's compose my first *EVER* blog post. I would add some self-deprecating humor about how bad this post obviously is, and how no one will probably read it, but that shit always makes me feel sad and bored, and God fucking dammit if I'm going to feel sad and bored on my only free day of the week. Even with an ankle the size of a baseball.